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Amazing, think I already inform quite a number of friends that I going to Bangkok for holiday… But today Pat still asked me if it is confirmed I will not be working from 11 May to 16 May?
Me: “Yap.”
Pat: “Go where?”
Me: “Bangkok”
Pat: “Wow, u all so fortunate, I didn’t go to Bangkok before lor… ”
Me: “Huh! Hor… ” [Kept quiet after that… thought of telling her to retire and go world traveling lor… but didn’t dare to say…]
Scene 2: While I counting the money, Pat saw the watch I wearing…
Pat: “Nowadays, is it in fashion wearing that design?” [Refer to my watch…]
Me: “Huh!!! [Puzzled lei…] Don’t know lei… maybe lor”
Pat suddenly walked towards me, asking what my watch is… Then I tell her is “Swatch” and she asked me how much I brought, is it water proof not… Aiyoh, so many question as if I the sales assistant. Whahaha… Actually, the watch is not brought by me… I just anyhow give a figure to her… Whahaha! As usual, Pat will “complain” what happen… ha-ha, now is her watch! Claimed that both her watches are spoiled and don’t wish to spent money repairing it…
Pat: “Last few days went to see what watch to buy… but still don’t know which to choose… ”
Me: “Oh… Okay… ”
Ha-ha... Don’t know if her watch is too lousy or too “antique”, that why 2 watches spoil at the same time… Hehe…
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Shocked! The minute I saw my next week schedule… is a nightmare! Physically abuse by the employer, Pat! Cos only got one day off and all days work long hours; around 6 to 8hours daily. Aiyoh! Unbelievable when Christy official resigned. Lucky, not only am I affected… got another 2 fellow’s follow the same faith as me… Haiz… [Sob] didn’t have a proper rest before I go Bangkok. Not fair!!! Thinking back, also good… can earn extra money so can enjoy myself there…
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Today Eric is so different the minute he came in… Looked more energetic and ecstatic and a bit “round the bend”… Whahaha! Anyway, congrats Eric… better work hard in NAFA wor… and don’t forget us when u became famous … Today, he seems a bit out of his mind… maybe he too happy about his enrollment to NAFA… kept wearing the container as hat… look so nerd… Ha-ha, lucky not much customer saw it or else no one will dare using that container to cover their cakes… The worst thing u all can’t imagine is…he uses one of the cloths to wipe his shoe… just not to stain the floor. Aiyoh, I rather mop the floor again lor… rather than he use the cloth to “wipe”… Yaks!
Saw Eric happily chatting with this guy about AVA, GYSS and some stuff… Thought that guy so power knows AVA and GYSS… Thought he is one of his friend’s brother… who knows he is not… he also from GYSS! Some more is Sock that batch! But don’t why he know me also from GYSS too. Haiz, don’t know is it cos I too “popular” in GYSS or I too forgetful... forget everything… also forget who those people in our batch… Lucky, I didn’t say GYSS or AVA bad words… Whahaha….
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So surprised when Marc came to shop… but he came at the wrong timing – when I was mopping the floor. And yet he purposely stepped his dirty shoe on the floor making some graphical designs. Ha-ha, quite missing some of his funny acts. He still the same old him… still as mischievous like monkey. Don’t know if it is blessed not when Marc not around working here… if not he sure gang up with Eric and “disturb” all of us, especially me. Anyway, these two guys are super cute; they have their own way of making people enjoyable working with them… Anyway, he promised to come down tml night… he only drop in a while as he going to Church. Hope this time, he won’t put aeroplane again…
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Nowadays, me felt more frustrated bored and pek chek … I don’t know how to describe my feeling. I don’t think I enjoy myself since after “graduate”. The feeling is so different; didn’t have the excitement like when I finished my 'O' Levels years back. Maybe is because I got to face the cruelness, competitive world outside… Honesty speaking, I still have not prepare to face the world outside. Facing those bosses, superior, colleagues and work load, I will MAD one day. In fact, I don’t know what I want to do next… especially in the future. I didn’t have any idea what I want to be. Now, I only know “to play” whenever I can. Maybe u can say is the time for me to go thru or face the world outside but … is too fast too early! Can u imagine in down the road, u being tied up with not school work but work load… The real “WORK” that our parents are going thru in their past decades. I don’t want that. I hate it. I know I can’t endure that. I will surrender to the work force out there. Maybe, maybe after months of enjoying, I will change my mind… who knows maybe me working next week in some company, right? How I wish I still a small kid, 6-8 years old little gal who always get scolded from parents… mind always go play after back from school ; lots of freedom, no stress… no need to bother what happen next… do whatever I want as if there no tml… Hehehe… Actually don’t know what nonsense I saying now... Some more me going to Bangkok the week after next… thinking of that, make me more thrill!!! As it is the first time going to Bangkok independently… Hehehe… thinking of going there shop, eat, drink and loiter around… Hehehe so much fun… how I hope that day faster come… but … I so scared the day when I came back from Bangkok… no money then. Think got to eat cup noodles every meal… maybe eat one meal a day so to earn money back… So poor thing hor… Hope there are some kinds souls out there sponsor my trip there or when I back buy me meals everyday… Heez… [Dreaming already…]
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The old monk sat by the side of the road. With his eyes closed,
his legs crossed and his hands folded in his lap, he sat. In
deep meditation, he sat.
Suddenly his zazen was interrupted by the harsh and demanding
voice of a samurai warrior. "Old man! Teach me about heaven and
hell!"
At first, as though he had not heard, there was no perceptible
response from the monk. But gradually he began to open his
eyes, the faintest hint of a smile playing around the corners
of his mouth as the samurai stood there, waiting impatiently,
growing more and more agitated with each passing second.
"You wish to know the secrets of heaven and hell?" replied the
monk at last. "You who are so unkempt. You whose hands and feet
are covered with dirt. You whose hair is uncombed, whose breath
is foul, whose sword is all rusty and neglected. You who are
ugly and whose mother dresses you funny. You would ask me of
heaven and hell?"
The samurai uttered a vile curse. He drew his sword and raised
it high above his head. His face turned to crimson and the
veins on his neck stood out in bold relief as he prepared to
sever the monk's head from its shoulders.
"That is hell," said the old monk gently, just as the sword
began its descent.
In that fraction of a second, the samurai was overcome with
amazement, awe, compassion and love for this gentle being who
had dared to risk his very life to give him such a teaching. He
stopped his sword in mid-flight and his eyes filled with
grateful tears.
"And that," said the monk, "is heaven."
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In the morning, went to cut... hmmm nope, is trium my hair. Haha, didnt see any difference lei. Only noticed abit b4 i went back home... then back to normal again! Whahaha, think i being cheated again! Sian... Forever de, whenever i say "trium" and not "cut", there's no difference.. Aiya, next time sld go to the salon i normally go... wont changed salon next time. I PROMISE... Then, went to meet jas in yck mrt control. Again, me late... so poor jas gotta waited for me... as well as both xt and ron waiting for us in campus. Hehe.. who cares them cos i already msg xt i will be late. She's the one who came early and who told her do feedback on last fri w/o us. Haha...After finished doing my feedback and helped some friends doing the feedback... We sat at the table outside Level 4 chatting... Saw some of the lecturers but they so 'dao' didnt chat wif us, unlike Mr. Gabriel and Mr. Chew... Saw Mr. Gabriel walking from engin side and xt tried to take picture of him. Whahaha... he kept say don't want. But too bad, think xt has taken his pic... End up chatting with him... Then saw a familar face, Mr. Chew - our naggy lecturer. Haha, asked if we ate lunch not. Dunno real not, say wanna treat us and we end up we follow him... Hehe.. He opened his wallet, only has $30 and think a few sec b4 saying see what we wan to eat... as we already plan to go amk eat and we saw nth to eat in engin canteen then we tell him to treat us next time... But not too bad lei, he treated us drink bubble tea... heheh... Dunno is it cos of us, he went to eat vegeterian food... Haha, seems so pathetic. He's so comical... acting those funny look and the word: "What the" so funny... Hehe... Listened to some of his story and some lecturers' gossip... Unbelievable... he gave us advice on marriage, army and jobs... He kept saying he worried abt we gals going to work as... Heez, quite true lor cos we so lousy on programming. No jobs want us to work... Sob! Sob... At ard 2:30pm, he started to asked us go back... cos he got sth to do liao meh. Woah kao, accompany him to eat and yet he said that to us... Anyway, enjoy alot chatting with this naggy, extra KPO and comical lecturer... As usual Kiat put aeroplane to us again! Said can meet us ard 3 to 4pm... Haiz.. expected, she deleted our contacts dun wish to see us liao.. Sob... always so busy wif her *secret* stuff... Without her, we went to amk to eat MOS Burger. Okie as usual, being bullied by that tian... suan by jas... Thought jas became so *gaui* lei, yet oso the same... Whahaha! Okie lei, dunno when can see them again also... But sure i will go see my nanny, Ron when he went to army. Whahaha!!!! Then, went back home cos is ard 5plus unable to collect my passport. In the night, chatting with huixian on phone then found out lots of ... Dunno what to say, anyway just wish her luck! Then, my elder uncle called and asked me find job liao not... Aiyoh, today only the 3rd day after my attachment ends! Kept saying i sld work in govt sector and sld go work support my parents. Haiz, me oso knew that... But i not that clever meh, no one want me to work for them de. After dinner while watching tv... tell my mum wat my elder uncle told me earlier. Then, my mum said she waiting for me to find a job then she can so called ""retire. Woah Kao, at that moment, me wanna faint! Need to support both parents, housing and so on... Aiyoh, i not prepare yet! I wan freedom... i want to be a small little kid and not 21 years old gal... Lucky, she tell me to look for job slowly... Tell me dun hurry and asked me go enjoy first b4 start work. Whahaha, lucky she said that or else... What a reasonable mother.. heez.. suddenly felt so fortunate. Then, she remind me go thai temple pray... for job, health... And she added on... better get married after years later. Woah kao, now she want me to get married. Haiz, Where got this mother one.. Haha, i know her lor, she want to rent this hse out and earn money... she going to move in with my aunt after the her new flat has built. "What the..." Anyway, she planned to go holiday with my aunt after mths later... and she will paying for my air ticket then... heez, of course she asking me to take them tour lor. Okie lor, i dun mind but provided i got money. Heez... Tired tired... okie i stop writing ~
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