Finally, my fav day- Fri come... that means tml i can rest. No work! horray!! Received call from ntuc income today. Informed me to go down sign contract. My gosh! I have no idea if i want to accept not... cos 1 year contract and that means my whole life with tied up with programming... can anyone imagine this? I cant! Cos my programming not that good, i just heng heng pass one. Anyway, think mon will inform them this coming wed really is my last day of work. Felt so guitly that Jonathan [one of my supervisor, also named as JJ] is the last one to know i quiting. I can see that his face changed when he talked to me. He kept saying i got sth that I didnt tell him. I know what he trying to say but i still acting blur... and looked at Shuling [my another supervisor, whom she knew my resignation a day before] instead. Then, i tired to explain to Jonathan... Ha-ha! Actually, i dunno what i want to be! Really! Not too sure if i want to accept that job or just the sake of ... running away? Or... Think i will miss the whole guys at Credit Ops Dept. Esp our aborable charming JJ, who gave everyone in our dept nickname. Ha-ha, of course, me also have! Somemore got 2 lor, dunno which one is real one. The first week working with him, he tired to name me as 'Yang Yang Dou Xing' and after subsequent weeks while i was helping him find some *idiots* applicaitons... i have another name as 'SR Expert'. I only knew that nick when there is another temp staff cross over to our dept to help out. He start introduce to that temp staff i his senior. Oh gosh! As if i so old... then tell everyone i expert finding those *idiots* application out! My gosh, u think me so clever can find their application so easily... is just heng heng one lor! Aiyoh dun think anyone will believ, every morning he will pass a whole chunk of applications for me to do calling and after lunch gotta find those *idiots* [customer] out of millions of applications cos of their Special Request. So tiring! Sometimes is cos of their funny acts that makes my day delights again esp at the end of the day!
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Vexed!!! Very vexed! What sld i do next? Can anyone tell me what sld i do next? I sld be delighted and not so vexed like now... i dunno... In the morning, received NTUC income call... i was selected! At that moment, i was delighted! Finally got a stable job but why am i so vexed? Me also dunno. I am getting used to the job i doing now...even though is temp job; even though i keep complaining y i gotta work OT everytime... i quite alright wif it now... cos of the environment there? or just the people i work with? Ya, maybe lor... they are just so lively, so fun to work with. No stress... esp when i moved to this dept where i working now... Anyway, think i have the ans already it jus i need ple to confirm what i doing is right. No regret after one year...
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As usual, didn't celebrate wif my beloved dad for Father's Day today... Dun ask me why. That was how i brought up. I tried to erase those bad memories i haf with my family and only store those good ones... [Dun wish to say anything now...] I got nth to wish him, just wish he has a good health from now onwards. Dun wish to burden those things again! He sld nod what i trying to say...
Had a terrible and uncomfortable of work today. Sock has a bad mood... cos of us [Eric and me]. We did so many wrong things yest nite. Sorry gal, if we make u kana scolded by Pat... knew is our fault but u kana scolded as well. There is sth i dun understand, i did record the balance for teacakes but Pat said we didnt. We checked and we found out we did. Then, that stupid Eric tried to scare me saying there is "dirty things" at shop. My gosh! After i've finished my dinner, there were lots of people keep buying cakes. We kind of dying! No time to top up those cakes. Then, me no choice got to top up all at one go. Went back home quite late due to... clearing those "wood" [dunno what that called]... So tiring... Felt like quiting in any minute esp Pat find enough staff. I so tired! I want rest! I want the time of my own... Tired!!! I just want rest!!! Dun u understand???
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