Bought a set of FILA accessories for only $8.80. Wow... super cheap sia.
A ladies passport holder and a coin pouch for only $8.80... Haha, lucky i didnt buy at normal FILA shop or else i sure will cry out! Around 70% off lor... Whahahaha....
Then settle my "lunch cum teabreak" at Crystal Jade Xiao Long Bao... So full!
Back home, surf net as usual... Then read Sockiee blog... and knew 'UNUSUAL' thing has happened... Haiz, at first wish he isnt the one who did it who knows at the end he still the one... So disappointed by the actions he did. Dun wish to think about this anymore... but somehow i cant... Really wish to know why he did that but didnt dare to ask... Haiz!]
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This patch is critical!
Home PCs running XP Service Pack 1 / XP Service Pack 2:
download the patch from http://www.microsoft.com/downloads/details.aspx?FamilyId=0C1B4C96-57AE-499E-B89B-215B7BB4D8E9
[Summary]Microsoft has issued a security update, Microsoft Security Bulletin
MS06-001, to patch the Windows Meta File (WMF) vulnerability. This update
requires a system restart.
[Solution]Microsoft Windows 2000 Service Pack 4:
http://www.microsoft.com/downloads/details.aspx?FamilyId=AA9E27BD-CB9A-4EF1-92A3-00FFE7B2AC74
Microsoft Windows XP Service Pack 1 and Microsoft Windows XP Service Pack 2: http://www.microsoft.com/downloads/details.aspx?FamilyId=0C1B4C96-57AE-499E-B89B-215B7BB4D8E9
Microsoft Windows XP Professional x64 Edition:
http://www.microsoft.com/downloads/details.aspx?FamilyId=3A1166E6-5E9E-4E73-BCD4-28ECA6ECE877
Microsoft Windows Server 2003 and Microsoft Windows Server 2003 Service Pack 1:http://www.microsoft.com/downloads/details.aspx?FamilyId=1584AAE0-51CE-47D6-9A03-DB5B9077F1F2
Microsoft Windows Server 2003 for Itanium-based Systems and Microsoft
Windows Server 2003 with SP1 for Itanium-based Systemshttp://www.microsoft.com/downloads/details.aspx?FamilyId=6E372D41-2C16-415E-8306-A5CA8845CC09
Microsoft Windows Server 2003 x64 Edition:
http://www.microsoft.com/downloads/details.aspx?FamilyId=A8F4DCBA-5D28-4D9D-A6A4-3B71108CFE2D
[Reference]http://www.microsoft.com/technet/security/bulletin/ms06-001.mspx
https://gitsir.ida.gov.sg/portal/news.php?extend.199
https://gitsir.ida.gov.sg/portal/news.php?extend.200
https://gitsir.ida.gov.sg/portal/news.php?extend.201
https://gitsir.ida.gov.sg/portal/news.php?extend.202
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If time can turn back, how i wish all these wont happen...
If there is a second chance, how i hope he didnt commit to anything...
If there is judgement... is he treated like this?
Or we all just over-react? or so called jump to another conculsion and "comment" he is the one...
Arhhh... i dunno. I lost. I really lost!
His actions really disappointed me!
Friendship suddenly feel "broken"... sld not mention broken sound so harsh? Hmmm, sld be saying lowered.
Trust is no longer there to some of u all...
To build up the same level of trust is worst than burning ur own flesh... [Can i say that?]
Once trust is broken, everything is gone.
Tried to convince myself he didnt did those... with all kinds of reason i can supported... but till the end he is being suspect.
Coincedience... make fun of people.
Hope above all i say is not i "sided" for him. As what Sockiee told me i am "sided" towards him. But u all just need to think properly, if u were me will u say all these? Same thing, i will stand on u people shoe also... thinking if i were u, how will i react to him...
Really speechless, confused and mixed feeling... I really dunno how u all will treat him if u all see him the next time. I can imagine how worst it can be. I can feel the hopeless soul of him... searching for friends to support if we all "outcast" him.
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Chatted with Sockiee yesterday. At first she msg me telling me to call her back, got sth to talk to me. Aiyoh, first time ever she so serious in her msg... Make me more worried and anxious to know what has happened. Remember i did read her blog during office hour then thinking back it might link to him, lets named him as X. Then at night, i called Sockiee. The first qn she asked me is... what if u found out ur friend ... (wont' comment at blog.) I was just Oo-oO! The thing that i dun wish to happen has happened! Oh gosh! I dunno. End up we just talking crap and I just give alot of stupid crappy answers. Then somehow he really disappoints me at that very moment. He has given me not a bad impression even though u all keep complain that he didnt do this that and whatever... but the impression he gave me still remains even u all told me he smokes! I just thinking he might be too stress or under friends pressure that why he smoke. It alright with me if he smokes. Maybe to that extend i didnt work with him that why i cant visualise how u all feel. But honestly speaking... did u all give him a chance to explain? Or did u all 'confront' him before u all do any actions? Maybe there is but not obvious for him... dun u all think is fair? I agree that u all should let Pat knew it but... didnt u all think he deserve another CHANCE? Just another chance... I dunno... maybe as what Sockiee says i just too biased. I will side for him! I was so shocked that i didnt even think of that before! Did i side him? Oh really, when?
Now i was having mixed feeling... Arh!
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Sometimes, it took a moment to know the truth.
To understand what is happening.
At the same time, just that moment it hurts.
Somehow i wish i can return back that every moment...
and i will choose not to know what has happened. But somehow time cannot turn back.
Sometimes, i wish i was blindfolded. Then i wont know anything... I dun wish to know to know anything... but somehow i just knew it.
I wish i was blindfolded.
I wish time can turn back.
But my wish never come true and it always fail.
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1/03/2006 12:22:00 am
This is soooooooooooooooo touching.. you got to see this MTVclip!
Very touching story........................
http://www.tt67.com/new/mtv/other/101.htm
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I was roting at home since year 2006 - yesterday.
I was so lazy to go out!
So tired... really no mood to go out too...
Dunno what happen... i was speechless! I was motionless... Everything was not right!
No energy to walk down to buy my breakfast even i was so HUNGRY... then find some biscults and crunch...
I was wondering what my mum mind is thinking about!
I understand why she 'nag' me when i was not at home... esp when she got cooked while i outside having my fun time...
But i stayed at home she also asking me why... Aiyoh!
Cant i stay at home? Cant i rot at home doing nth???
Haiz, what the heck! I just want PEACE!
Or i just waiting for... {Dunno!}
While doing nth at home... i was just thinking all the past...
Suddenly, i just relax my eyes and I didnt do anything but allows it to flow...
And i feeling better now! Yeppie!!!
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Another day comes and make an end of year 2005... Hmmm, thinking back i didnt do anything good, special during year 2005. Basically the first quarter of the year i was attachment at SCS. Quite fun; basically do nth there but also learned alot like as a call agent. Thereafter, went to Bangkok nearly a week... had alot of funs there. Learnt to be independent; went to explore some places at night without informing any adults to join us and etc.. Then back to Singapore with no money left... [SIGH!] gotta work at DBS. Known a group of funnies... that keep my life there such enjoyable. And of course not forgetting knowing Rina. Oh! She's a gal that i still got contact with since i left DBS. Think i owe her lots of stuff like Bday and xmas present. So sorry! As for the last half of the year, i am working at NTUC Income. Hmmmm, nth special to comment there except Ah Gong who always help me solve my stupid errors... and some frens there to keep me going!
Anyway, I didnt went for any countdown event cos i was too tired and too sick to go for any countdown... basically i was just sleeping and roting at my aunt hse yesterday... Went back home at 9plus. Then at 12.45am, managed to see some fireworks near my hse here...
At 12 plus this afternnon, received call from Eric and Sockie... aiyoh, ask me to help them buy lunch... Went to buy ban mian for Eric but the coffeeshop is not open then walked back to buy the You Ji Duck Rice for him... then all the way to Mac cos of Sockiee... Sigh! cos it is raining then... i not a robot lor! Gotta carry so many stuff... At Mac, that auntie nv help me pack those sauce and tissue lor... i gotta do my own. Sigh! What a poor service i had on this brand new year!
Aiyoh, there is a gal who also want to eat fries. Then there is this warrior secretly went to buy fries... jus inform me that he buying stuff and will be back later... Who knows, he brought fries! One for his sister and another packer is for us de... Oops! Should be that fortune gal and not me! Oops... think i sld stop writing or else think i will skin alive!!! [Anyway, some of u all know what i talking abt can lei... Hor? U all cant blame me i jus follow what u all taught me!]
Okie, let me make my new year resolutions... [Not in ordering...]
- Be punctual to work and less OT so i can knock off on time
- Has nice boss and have nice colleagues ard me
- Save more money so i can travel more
- Stay more healthier so can fight all germs and virus
- World peace [no terrorist attack so i can travel with peace]
- More shopping sales... hopefully all new arrival stuff can also have sales
- Get a key pouch {even though i think is unnecessary but hopefully Eric will keep his word and buy one for me... :P}
- Aiming to earn $2.5k per month so i can apply credit card {i know i gotta wait for many years or else anyone of u wanna sponsor a supplementary card for me... i will love it! But cannot exchange any tiao jian wor!}
- Getting rid all my FATS in my body
- Hope i can grow a bit more taller
- Getting rid of all my old clothes and getting all new ones...
- Knowning more new friends and hope to find more buddies
- Gainning more knowledge
- Be more charitable and caring towards people
- Learn to be forgive and forgave people's mistakes
- Less rumours... {basically yr 2005 is full of rumours whenever i go or what i did}
- Learn to be more focus and making wise decision so i wont keep regretting after i made decision
- Hope to go Zoo and Night Sarafi by January... [abit sick of Sentosa... been there a number of times at yr 2005]
- Not to have any cold war with Sockiee... sick of pinching her... maybe will try other stuff... Haha
- Hope i not being a mountain tortise... hope i am updated my all news...
- Wanna MIA one day... wanna just go wherever i like
- Wanna voice out all my sorrows just to anyone in the street
- Wanna hate this person but i cant... cos i know it didnt solve the problem yet it will bring more difficulties to my family/relative... I dunno but i jus dun like u!
- Learn how to cook edible food!
- Learn to be happy always... learn not be a crying baby when things are unsolveable
- Learn how to rollerblade
- Read more books...
and lots more!!!!
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