Yappie, felt so happy at this moment. Not cos i strike toto or me getting sponsored to tour Hongkong by parents. Just i manage to dl two songs
"Jiu Shi Ai Ni (就是愛你)" and
"Ai Wo Hai Shi Ta(愛我還是他)" by Tao Ze. Finally can listen until me felt "sick" of it. Haha, don't know why i being attacted to the lyrics when i first heard it. Of course, me also got dl the rest of the songs sang by him (somemore from latest album lor) and this has saved my few bucks buying on his CD. Felt so bad, didnt go buy his CD and support him, hmmm! maybe other day meh. I just want to test are all the songs if worth to buy not... Hope i won't kana get caught lor... Praying hard not to be caught, or else me need to pay lotx lotx!!!
[To dl these songs, click on the song above]
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Arg! Feel like scolding myself. Just now after lunch then knew that next fri is Good Friday, public holiday lei!Me forget all abt it!!! No one to remind me... Sob sob sob.. I told Eric to tell Pat i able to work only Sunday yesterday. Haiz, my double pay salary just gone... Called christy after i knew next fri is public holiday but too late! Pat already did the schedule. Maybe fate ba, cant work during holiday, no extra pay! Also good lor, me can go out shopping and relax myself... Hehe...
Don't know what happen during these few days, no much calls calling to TP... Lesser calls each day. Worst still, today until now only has 2 calls in total! Me didnt have any yet! This already torture a few of us! Too bored and nth we can do. The most we can do is read magazine/novels/newspaper, online chatting, browse websites, playing online games or even blogging... Haha, cant stand it! So boring~ But things getting better cos Aven is chatting with us. Haha.... Entertaining us with his explosure at Geylang. Dunno he is such a 'worst' guy, bully a prostitute until she ran away. (For further details, ask Aven...)
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3/18/2005 10:13:00 am
Currently, I'm reading a book ("The Big Blind" by "Louise Wener") borrowed at Bedok Library. Just came acorss 2 words, unglamorous and agoraphobic. Haha, just widen my english vocabulary, after looking at the dictionary webby. To those who not sure what it means, Nah -> "Unglamorous" means
Not challenging; dull and lacking excitement. "Agoraphobic":
An abnormal fear of open or public places
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In your life, you'll make note of a lot of
people. Ones with whom you shared something
special, ones who will always mean something.
There's the one you first kissed, the one you
first loved, the one you lost your virginity to,
the one you put on a pedestal, the one you're
with...and the one that got away.
Who is the one that got away? I guess it's that
person with who everything was great, everything
was perfect, but the timing was just wrong.
There was no fault in the person, there was no
flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn't
fall the right way, I suppose.
I believe in the fact that ending up with
someone, finding a longtime partner that is,
does not lie merely in the other person. I can
actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even
the greater part, has to do with the matter of
timing. It has to do with you being ready to
settle down and commit to someone in a way that
goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.
How often have you gone through it without even
realizing it? When you're not ready to commit in
that mature manner, it doesn't matter who you're
with, it just doesn't work. Small problems
become big; inconsequentials become dealbreakers
simply because you're not ready and it shows.
It's not that you and the person you're with are
no good; it's just that it's not yet right, and
little things become the flashpoint of that fact.
Then one day you're ready. You really are. And
when this happens you'll be ready to settle down
with someone. He or she may not be the most
perfect, they might not be the brightest star of
romance to ever have burned in your life, but
it'll work because you're ready. It'll work
because it's the right time and you'll make it
work. And it'll make sense, it really will.
So that day comes when you're finally making
sense of things, and you find yourself to be a
different person. Things are different, your
approach is different, you finally understand
who you are and what you want, and you have
become ready because the time has truly arrived.
And mind you, there's no telling when this day
will come. Hopefully you're single but you could
be in a long-term relationship, you could be married
with three kids, it doesn't matter. All you know
is that you've changed, and for some reason, the
one that got away, is the first person you think
about.
You'll think about them because you'll
wonder, "What if they were here today?" You'll
wonder, "What if we were together now, with me
as I am and not as I was?" That's what the one
that got away is. The biggest "What if?" you'll
have in your life.
If you're married, you'll just have to accept
the fact that the one that got away, got away.
Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think
your marriage is, this can happen to the best of
us. But hopefully you're mature enough to
realize that you're already with the one you're
with and this is just another test of your
commitment, one which will just strengthen your
marriage when you get past it. Sure, you'll
think about him/her every so often but it's
alright. It's never nice to live with a "might
have been," but it happens.
Maybe the one that got away is the one who's
already married. In which case it's the same
thing. You just have to accept and know that
your memories of that person will probably bring
a nice little smile to your lips in the future
when you're old and gray and reminiscing.
But if neither of that is the case, then it's
different. What do you do if it's not yet too
late? Simple...find him, find her. Because the
very existence of a "one that got away" means
that you'll always wonder, what if you got that
one?
Ask him out to coffee, ask her out to a movie,
it doesn't matter if you've dropped in from out
of nowhere. You'd be surprised, you just might
be "the one that got away" as well for the
person who is your "the one that got away."
You might drop in from out of nowhere and it
won't make a difference. If the timing is
finally right, it'll all just fall into place
somehow and you know, I'm thinking, it would be
a great feeling, in the end, to be able to say
to someone, "Hey you, you're the one that almost
got away."
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Yeah! finally 5min going to 5pm.. can go back in half-hr time. But no NOOooooo... just rem we can't go back at 5.30pm sharp! we going back at 6pm cos we came at 9am today. Haiz, tat means still have one hr more. Haiz, I don't want! Super sian, nth to do... Stay 1min in the office, me also don't want. Aiyoh seems like being tortored to die slow^ ly. How i wish there lots of calls now... haha, at least got sth for me to do. Sth is not right somewhere, the time seems not moving at all! My watch, my hp and the computer right in front of me, seems moving much slower than usual! Aiyoh, me really can't stand it. Feel like packing my bag, and just leave. Unfortunately, i can't do that... After writing those stupid junks, the time now is 5.15pm.
Beep, one call has just came in... Haha, at least got sth to do. But felt so frasturated after answering this call, HL. Asking if she can guranantee getting into Law & Mgmt course based on her result? Is her chances high? What if she didn't selected into this course and etc... Aiyoh what answers sld i tell tat gal. All are based on merit meh. How to guranantee her if i say can, and at the end she is not selected. Why she so kan chiong? Haven't submit the application, worry abt this, that and ... Somemore she apply thru Provisonal Posting Exercise, her priority is quite high lor. Having GPA of 4 pts in ITE, she eligible to apply can say fortunate liao lor. Better than those people getting less than 3pts is out of the question. They sure can't qualified to apply TP but still want to try. See their atittude are so different from hers. Haha... saying so much abt this gal, HL... me also don't know why i did so... Maybe there's nth for me to do... Hehe.
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Testing, testing... Haha, finally finish my workpiece(my blog!)! So tiring... Spending almost 24 hrs looking for blog skin, editing and updating the contents. Nvm lei, is still worth it. Cos me got nth to do now. Haha...
Okie guys, look out on my blog, will update any *secrets* when i free. Haha.. Take care n keep in touch.. ~
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