Never ever in my life thought of walking into Buangkok Green Medical Park even though sometimes I did pass-by this estate and it seems “chalet” to me. But I did today and visiting someone whom I knew...
A week ago when I heard this particular friend of mine, x admitted to this hospital due to relapse. Initially, I had an uneasiness of walking into this hospital as what we saw in TV that the patients are tied up in a room alone or making noises. Actually, the hospital is quite spacious and has secured doors in the wards; it was a very quiet place and I don’t think I can find another place like there that you can have a good rest and pondered… also it is quite windy there maybe it is in the evening when we reached~ and saw some joggers there.
We walked quite a long distance and reached the so-called block and entered the lift. Before entering the main ward, there is a door and need either a pass or the nurse to open the door. Immediately, after entering to the main door, we must go thru another door before entering the ward. When we entered, x was squatting behind the door. Surprised! Never thought x changed so much apart from the last time I saw x. Then, the nurse ushered us to a room and we sat and chat with x. Most of time, we just watched x and the other friend of ours conservation and this is my first time sawing all these… Shivering, spoke short phases, giggling, crying, weak, restless, distressed etc. Actually, want to share some stuff like my studies, my work, and my life with x but at the moment I was speechless. Totally, nothing comes into my mind but to observe what/how behaves or talking to us. The last meeting with x seems like yesterday and today x behave so different in front of us. The cheerful and chatty x now becomes so depressed and worn-out.
Right here, really hope x can recover soon and can go back home soon.
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term starts.. and busy wif studies again. After 2.5yrs nv touch books, exams... now gotta back to square again.
worst still, now gotta cope with work load and studies. Been rushing back to work after lesson seems v tiring... esp on wed. And gotta handle all stupid-junk tasks by users.. make me feel like slapping them. (Arg!!!!)
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