For the past few days, i was quite busy... partly cos my leader was in medical leave for 4days... feel so stress when users rushing for works and especially there is one project i unable to solve the error encountered. And gotta called up my leader for discussion... always felt guilty when i gotta called her so many times a day... what to do... i dunno wat or how it works... so i gotta be a bad guy and keep asking her what sld i do next. Haiz... but end up i still cant solve the problem... really wonder where is my determination gone... suddenly disappeared... suddenly lost strength... ARGHhhhhh....
It seems more difficult to work there not cos of the amount of work taska given or the level of difficulty of the job... is the daily recording part make things worst... percisely i sld say difficuly to stay there longer... Sigh! i believe is everyone's fault... everyone has a role to play. Either is leader fault or we the team members or the manager... we all play a role... the communication, the trust, the cooperation... till now 7mths of working... i didnt see the cooperation or communication being established... perhaps there is... but i just didnt see it???
Enough... enough... work is percisely part of life... just another learning object...
This morning, within 5 minutes i saw 2 friends... First, is Clement... he saw me when i was waiting for lift and knew he went for course. [So good, no need work... haha...] Then i saw Marc when i was on the way going to the bus stop. He was waiting for his friend/s and asked me to wait for another bus 22 when he saw my bus coming... Haiz, so cruel! cos i was already late cant imagine if i really wait for another bus 22 to come.
As usual i was late... then saw emails... Arhh so many pending tasks gotta do... then busy like hell till lunch time... lucky managed to clear some tasks. Then after there was time i was chatting with friends and colleagues... think is valentine coming then everyone topic somehow like the same... asking what to do for valentine day, what to buy for gift and etc... Just realised Chang Yong also a kpo... asking how i spend my valentine day and etc and asking some friends info... then lucky me know how to divert qns... haha...
At four plus, my torturing time comes again... that ends all my chatting session... then busy with work till 7pm.... sigh! Realised i forget to clock out when i on the way taking bus... haiz... see so forgetful i am... perhaps i too tired ba....zZz
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